No Matter

No matter how much I cry
No matter how hard I try
No matter what I have inside
No matter if I'm living a lie
No matter if I'd rather die
No matter if I want to fly
No matter if I yearn the sky
No matter how much I buy
Into your ever harmful lie
Still believing you're the guy
Who will take me high
But makes me wish to die
As I curl into a ball inside
One day soon, I will fly
Up and beyond the pale blue sky