i.

What's up

    Are you happy?
What's up Sam
    only thing I need to know, okay?

    are you happy?
Sam
What's up
    you can't avoid things forever, you know. Either you're going to slow down or they're going to catch up one day.
Sam
Sam
What's up
    sigh
    I'm studying. You should probably start.

ii.

If nothing works out for me I can throw myself in front of a train nbd
    jesus christ
    im very worried about you
Why are you worried about me
    hmmm
    let me think
    maybe because you said you were going to throw yourself in front of a train
I say that pretty often
No one takes me seriously
It's not a big deal
Brush past it
    i cant brush past you thinking about suicide
Don't worry
Hasn't happened yet
We're all good
    its very difficult to tell if youre serious just messaging me
    youre not serious yes?
Everything turns into a joke eventually
    stop
Sure
    no more suicide talk please its upsetting
I say this to Hannah all the time
If I'm a total failure and kill myself before I'm 30 it'll still be a tragedy
So I've got a little time
    theres a little bit of truth in everything we say
Of course there is
   so its difficult to brush off things like that
Apparently not
    no it definitely is
Nah
    please i just dont think suicide is a good topic for joking about
I thought you just said it wasn't a joke
    youre right i did
I am right
    ok
Ok
    are you ok then?
Don't concern yourself with that
    why not?
Not important
What's up
    it is important
No