Hell.

When I met you,
When you caught my eye,
All of the chaos and sadness passed by…
And it felt like a dream come true,
Like you were my angel
Sent to save me from the darkness in which I fell…
Looking into your eyes I hope with all that I am that our love will last,
But then I remember my past…
And I fear that once the entire story is told,
You will leave and find someone less messed up to hold…
And there is nothing that I can do,
Except explain it all to you…
What is the point of not being completely true,
It does no good it will only hurt you…
And I wish I could change the past,
Then our love would be guaranteed to last…
You would still be my angel,
And I hope that after I tell you what I need to,
That you wont say we are through…
With out you my life would be worse than the darkness into which I first fell,
Without your presence, my life would be hell.