Here it All Goes Again

Here it all goes again
I’m making all the same mistakes
But I can’t stop it
I can’t make them shake

My mistakes, they’ve got me again
I’m their prisoner again
When I look in the mirror I smile
But only for a while

I realize I’m alone, and I frown
My world is crumbling down
I paste this smile to my face
When you ask if I’m ok

As life goes on, things seem to change
But still I walk through the rain
And try to hide all of the pain
But all I am is a fake

But do they see me?
No; I’m invisible to their eyes
Maybe I’m just a shadow to everyone
It wouldn’t be a surprise

I used to think if I just do my best
Then they’ll really start to care
Now I know that kind of attention
Is hard to earn, and really rare