how much longer

How much longer
will this go on?
How much longer
will I look at you
and see everything I use to have
and hold
but no longer have that privilege?
How much longer
will I cry
when you smile
and hurt when you laugh?
How much longer
will an icy wall of seperation
bruise my hands as I fight,
as I fight to tear it down
and slump with defeat?
How much longer
will the memories flow between us like electricity?
How much longer
will your one-second-gaze shock me as you look away?
How much longer
will I feel shame
for what we did?
How much longer
will this break up haunt me?
How much longer
will i love you?