Last Year

remember this from last year
Everything was so unclear
Figured it out and then was broken hearted
Last summer is when this mess started
Now I'm even worse than I was before
I took a chance and what for
To be left not knowing
To be left with tears flowing
I went from solid to frail
Always terrified I am going to fail
The old version would be ashamed
Yet I can only be blamed
I've built a wall of pain
As I go insane
Last year I was this bright and beautiful girl