They Don't Know My Sadness

They don’t know my sadness
For I do not tell them all
My brother I still do miss
And my tender heart is raw

For he is now in heaven with God
Watching over me
He was handsome, crazy, funny, and odd
But I loved him more than anything you see

This is all so surreal
I wish his killer would admit it
But he made me as happy as a happy meal
And my brother I will never forget

I miss my brother oh so much
And I would die for one more touch