I wondered if I could go touch the sky
To see the clouds and stars for what they were
I bounced upon the trampoline so high
The world, the earth, moved past me in a blur
So close, I felt, to all that was above
Just one more bounce and I could know it all
I flew as if I were a finch or dove
...
I met you once, but then you disappeared
We met our flights, then went our separate ways
One year, I lost you—just as I had feared
Yet I was yours, at least for a few days
You loved me once, I knew it somehow then
You spoke as if I gave something to you
I was a rock, a rare uncovered gem
...
I stood in the wings on opening night listening, not for my cue, but for the audience. I waited to hear their laughter—to me no sound would be sweeter, no sound better indicating success. I stood in the wings on opening night wearing trousers, a checkered shirt, and a bolo tie. Tubes hooked from t...
“Be humble for you are made of earth; be noble for you are made of stars.”
Serbian Proverb
Never have I seen something so grand, so expansive, or so infinite. A cloudless blue sky above and hot, yellow, dusty sand below. Dirt roads curved around the bend, hugging the hills as I stared out th...
Back then
Wanted to believe, imagine
that I could play on the clouds
that the fairies were real
that magic could happen.
But on the plane, Dad whispered
something about evaporated water,
condensation, precipitation.
I wrote letters to Santa Claus
asking for his fingerprints,
and couldn't e...
What you see is what you get
Does not apply here.
In pictures
New York is Broadway and Upper East Side,
Flashing lights and hipsters in subways,
But they leave out
A lot.
Graffiti like cries of help.
Apartments, all the same, all stacked, circled,
It’s no way to live, nobody feeling spec...
I feel that I am one thousand stars away
Searching for a place or idea
that has vanished with the trees.
I wonder where the real world hides.
I wonder where all the rabbits are –
And when I’ll find the numbers in the garbage.
I wish to live by the sun,
By my instinct,
By my mother...
I want to help,
Wish I could help,
But I watch, listen, and call.
I watch you pour your drink into your glass,
Watch you down it like a cup of water.
I watch you inhale, hold, breathe out,
Like you've done nothing wrong.
I watch you, even help you,
Try to escape the tug of war you...
It’s like the rarity of watching a car pull into its own driveway,
Or of watching streetlights or store-lights turn on.
Getting into a cold shower, waiting for it to turn warm.
The sort of relief that comes from being hungry,
So achingly, gnawingly hungry,
And grimacing as you drive home, li...
I will miss this skin,
This smile, and these knees.
I will miss the smell
Of my mother, of the trees.
I will miss the crackling furnace,
The sounds in the night.
I will miss these words,
This long, tearful fight.
I will miss the eggs,
The cheese, the milk.
I will miss running my fingers
T...
It’s time; the guests are arriving one by one.
First, I feel guilt, a perpetual fiend tugging at the hem of my uniform skirt.
Pressure enters, quickly tying strings around my heart, pulling tight.
Want appears in the corner of my eye, then folds my organs into origami.
Surprise and despair ha...
Melt butter,
Whisk egg,
Stir in mix.
Egg and butter blend,
so that you can’t even tell
they were once separate.
A mix, I tell myself,
finally, something you can get right.
Instructions, easy to follow.
When it’s done, I pour it all
into my greased 8 by 8 by 2 pan.
It’s thick, I thi...
An original thought,
Plucked out like a single
Gray hair, on a head of
Hundreds of thousands of
Blonde ones.
Extracted from the mind,
With tweezers, pulling out
A strand of beauty, made from
What butterfly wings are made from!
Delicate, rare, and shining
This original thought
Powers a n...
Well
Here I
Am sitting
Way up high now
Cars all around me
Speeding by, I don’t have
A chance if I stop right now
I’d rather not let you
Down, but why am I
Here? This seat,
This is not the
Type of thing
I would
Do.
I thought
I would try
Life in the seat
Of the driver, take
Co...
She runs.
She runs and
runs and runs.
Out the
door,
down the cobblestone path, and
into the tall green grass that hasn’t been mowed since before everything fell apart.
She runs and lets the grass tickle her
thighs,
lets her bare feet submit to the
sharp, rocky dirt,
lets her dr...
I live in a world without sounds. You wake up in the morning with a silent alarm clock. You brush your teeth without making a noise. The stairs do not creak as you descend, and you quietly glide across wooden floorboards. You run the water in the sink, you put your toast in the toaster, and you pour...
Drip
Drip
Drip
The ceiling leaks. It blisters and puckers as the water permeates through the plaster and paper. There are yellowed circles where the water sits and waits until the weight is too much to bear.
Everything leaks, not just the ceiling. The sink in my bathroom, only steps away f...
Too much, too fast.
One second I’m up, the next I’m down.
How did I get here?
I laugh, and just can’t stop.
I yell and scream, I’m having fun, aren’t I?
You tell me not to, and I’ll do it anyways.
I’m supposed to feel alive, aren’t I?
I’m supposed to grow up, aren’t I?
B...
For eleven years, I have attended an all girls school. It's all I've ever really known, and in three years, I'll head off to college and for the first time, be in class with boys.
When we were younger, the single-sex education was a blessing.
"No boys? Cool!" people ...
I'm waiting for you
over here in the corner,
over here by the doorway,
under the covers,
front seat of the car.
I'll drink you in
like a thirsty child,
like a river after rain,
flower in the sunlight,
student with a book.
I'll love you more
than your mother loved your f...
I'm tired of loving you,
I'll just love myself.
Love the person I can be.
I can grow branches and leaves,
I can build stories,
I can pound like a hammer.
I'll be drifting like a cloud.
Big, dark thundercloud.
I'll scare you, then disappear.
I can easily ignore
you...
Too many people not to know,
Too many places not to see,
Maybe I’m being selfish, or jealous,
But this competition – it’s killing me.
It’s too hard to just be myself
When I know there are billions of selves
Out there
Being themselves,
Just like I’m trying to do.
Is it that this ...