one phrase i despise
'no means yes and yes means more'
truly ignorate
it may be funny
sure, go ahead, have a laugh
while the victim cries
just wait until you
are the person saying no...
see if /you/ laugh then...
mystery
what does that word mean?
the darkness?
tall men in black cloaks?
is it not knowing?
or just not understanding?
is mystery something like
magic?
or outer space?
is mystery
life?
or love?
boys?
or girls?
to me
mystery is
not who
what
where
or even when
but /why/?
why is t...
crunch
crunch
crunch
what is that sound?
crunch
crunch
crunch
it sounds like broken glass
crunch
crunch
crunch
who is walking on it?
crunch
crunch
crunch
you are... paul
crunch
crunch
crunch
wait... that is not glass
crunch
crunch
crunch
it is the shatter...
dear people of this world
i will no longer
be your puppet
i will no longer
change myself to be
easier on /your/ eyes
or ears
i will no longer cloak my faith
i love God and Jesus and
i'm not afraid to say it
i will speak my mind
and you will listen
i will no longer hide myself
i wil...
when i look in the mirror
i only see my mistakes
i see what he did to me
i see what i did to myself
i see how it effects me
but no one else sees
no one sees what he did
no one sees what i do
no one sees how it rips me up
why can't they see
why can't they see
why
can't
the...
i strive for true happiness
i feel it's impossible
i don't smile any more
never truly, always forced
is happiness possible
to obtain, experience?
is what i want... even real?...
another failure
my faith is quickly fading
and i ask God why
i only know tears
i fear that God disappeared
when i need Him most
my pain is intense
when depression consumes me
i am alone now
i have turned to God
but have not heard a reply
is He listening?...
i have dealt with
bullying
and hate
molestation
and abuse
suicidal thoughts
and self hate
and im sure
you have too
but the fact
you are reading
this poem
proves one thing
you have lived through it
the fact that you are alive
means the bad guys
are not winning
the fact you are alive...
shoes
they go as far as you
carrying the weight of your world
your guilt
and your dreams
they lead you to defeat of your enemies
your obstacles
and trials
they guide you to your future
whether you be dancing there
or dragging your feet
they go as far as you
but you have to decide
how fa...
my heart stops
my face falls
my body goes cold
my hands shake
i cant make eye contact
i cant talk
i cant move
i cant think
because he came to my house
because he came to my room
because he saw me
because he smile at me...
In the year of 3000, war and disputes around the world run amuck. Everywhere people are being killed because of the intolerance of others. From America to China and England to Africa, even Antarctica. Every army no matter how small is, it is engulfed in WWV. In schools they teach kids to hate ev...
when i look in the mirror
i see me
what i have turned into
i no longer have that glow
that loving spirit
he took it from me
i no longer have that beauty
that self confidence
he took it from me
i no longer have that purity
that cleanliness
he took it from me
i no longer have that smile
t...
it is all my fault
why did i do it
it is all my fault
why did i let him do it
it is all my fault
why did i let it go
it is all my fault
why didnt i say anything
it is all my fault
why did he do it again
it is all my fault......
i write poem
after stupid poem
trying to get my feelings across
trying to show you my pain
but words can not
describe the pain
of abuse
and self hate
of betrayal
and suicidal thoughts
i don't know why i try anymore
for my readers?
for me?
i keep lying to myself
this isn't hel...
what is a hero?
someone who saved me
they did not use magic
or super powers
they could not fly
but they used teamwork
and helpfull words
words like
'i understand'
and
'we will help you heal'
they did not kill my villain
but they kept me safe
there was no standing o...