I've got to many thoughts
To many unspoken words
They're stacked so high the top is blurred
Maybe one day I'll learn
Maybe one day I'll see
Chorus
I must be good at hiding
Cause none of you know
The secrets you can see
They're scratched all over me
Ohh it&...
I'm looking around
And all I can see
Is too many you and me's
It's suffocating
I just can't breathe
This advice, this lonely life
It's to much
Chorus
They say it will happen
I just have to give it time
Maybe I'm impatient and I want it now
I want to...
Here's all my words
The thoughts you never heard
I had my walls built up
You never did come in oh no not close enough
I was so guarded
But you never knew
Chorus
I hid away protected by someone you all knew
But is a stranger to me
She hears what I hear and sees what I see
But o...
I've got to tell you
I've never needed much of anything
No
But I ohh I
Could use a place to cry
Chorus
I've tried so hard for to long
And now I feel like I'm gonna fall
So here you go
I'm just letting you know
It's not that I'm giving up
Its just we...
I'm not so good with saying
Just how I feel
So give me a moment
And let me write it
Down
Chorus
I'm an angel with no wings
Oh don't got a halo
They fell off somewhere along in my fall
I'm left bare
And barely alive but I'm still here
I know I'm meant ...
I really want you all to hear
To try and see my illusion
Through your own vision
By making you see a world you'll never find
You'll wonder around blind
Chorus
These thoughts I think
Will never be enough for me
Cause that's all they'll ever be
Just words inside my head...
I'm broken
Trying to say this to you
And I'm done, so done
With trying to get through
No I don't want to hear it
And no I don't want to be here
(Listen up)
Chorus
I'm trying to show you
Just who I am
I'm done with pretending
I'm tired of all th...
I try so hard yeah I do
But it seems I'm the only one who sees
The worst out come of every single thing
And I know it's not my fault
But I'm the only one who believes
They say you control what you think
(Ha they're wrong)
Chorus
But do they know
It's so hard ...
I'm trying to show more of me
But every time I get scared for you all to see
(scared for you to see)
I know you wont approve
Or you'll think I'm crazy
(man so crazy)
I swear I'm not, noott tooo meee
Chorus
I could try and convince you
But honestly what go...
I wanna know
What it's like to just let go
and not give a damn
Ohhh oh to live behind more then just this sham
Yeah I wanna know
Can I become who I was so long ago
Chorus
If only you could see
This has never been the real me
I'm hiding somewhere deep down
To scared to come aro...
Oh lord can I confess somethings to you
There's sometimes I feel like I won't make it through
The road ahead seems so dark and far away
and there's sometimes I feel I just can't stay..... here
It feels like no one gets me
Though I know they try
Chorus
I've never be...
When I say everything is okay
Are you truly believing a word I say
Cause my eyes should tell you the truth
Yeah I seem fine but inside I'm the blackest blue you'll ever find
Holding back the pain
Ohh it really takes its toll
Chorus
With nowhere to go
It takes rest...
I heard you say it was time
Hey are you listening this is my goodbye
But no one should take their own life
Think about the people you'll leave behind
Only to pick up the broken pieces
Once called a life
Didn't you know
What you meant to me
How could you do this to me
Ohh didn&...
It starts out with a girl
Full of hope
There's one guy in this world
She'll find him
Share everything about her
Completely let him in
And let the love begin
Chorus
But its not always what you think
It's not always what you hope for You could meet him
Fall in love
Live ...
No one said this would be easy
and I'm so glad I have you to help me,
I don't want this but its been given
you can't return a gift like this,
And I guess the next step is
just getting through it,
No one can tell me why
this happened to me,
All the years going by
no one co...
Scene one curtains open up
The girl tries to stand up tough
But the story behind her tears
Is a bit to much, she's falling
The diemma is she sees how it ends
But not how it leads to where she is
Chorus
Everyday plays out the same
She hopes for the guy that never came
A day dream let...
I took a drive to get things off my mind
I didn't know quite where to go
Just driving till I found
Some peace of mind
Where the only thing I could waste was time
Chorus
I saw things I never saw before
Things I always blocked off by a door
I played it safe, yeah safe and sound
But no...
I'm just breaking down
But I promise I'll be okay
In a sea of tears I'll drown
With my last words I'll say
Don't worry about me
I was never truly happy
Don't hurt me gently
A happy life is so cliche
Chorus
So is it real (Yeah tell me)
Can you have heartac...
They compare love to a sinking ship
Yeah it's going down
And they compare love to a heart breaking
But do they really know just how it feels
They even compared love to being in the brig
Locked away hidden from the world
Loves not a forbidden fruit that's easy to reach ...
I can't quite remember what happened
All I know is they tried to explain
That he wasn't coming home
My first thought was oh how I hate him
For leaving me
Chorus
But now I know the truth
You didn't go on your own
You had no choice
And if I could of had a say
I would ...
The ink is my blood
The paper is me
And the words written are my scars
You can read them
See what they have to say
But I'm pretty sure there's not much there
My pages are blank
Chorus
You see it's hidden in each little line
In between every single letter
And if you ...
A long walk cold as can be
I'm thinking is this our future
A dead end nothing more to see
And the thought is just torture
Cause you've given me everything I've been missing and so much more
And I kinda want it to stay this way
Chorus
I could spend forever with you
...
In a reflection
Staring back at me
I can see this girl
I know can't be me
She's not who I remember
Chorus
When did I change
How did I end up this way
I swear I said I'd always stay the same
So who's this girl I don't know
Why is she here
...
I don't know my feelings for you
All I know is when your around
I look at myself and wonder who have I become
Your bring out the best in me
Making me finally see
Life's not as bad as I make it seem
Chorus
I'm climbing out from the dark
Let the sun shine all ove...
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