I finally had got Aiden's eyes. I motioned for him to write me. A few minutes later a note was passed.
I opened it up.
"You wanted me to write you?" It said. I wrote down my reply.
Me: Yeah, so is that that? I mean we are going to remain as friends?
Aiden: Well what do you think?
Me: Gosh, edgy much. I was just asking. Are you mad?
Aiden: No, my life is taking a big freakin' turn.
Me: What is wrong?
Aiden: I'll tell you later. There is too much to write.
Me: Summeriaze it because chances are that you are not going to tell me later.
Aiden: I'm questioning my relationship, I'm sliping back into insanity...
Me: You and me both. At least the insanity part. Aiden...
Aiden:What?
Me: There is something missing,
Aiden: Huh?
Me: I feel like I am missing something about you and I guess us.
Aiden: What do you want to do?
Me: I don't know. I guess it is the fact that we can't share our feelings.
Aiden: These feelings will go away when I leave. Just like butterflys in your stomach.
Me: I don't want them to leave that is the problem.
Aiden: Focas all of those feelings on your boyfriend.
Me: There is a differance between the feelings I have for you and my boyfriend.
Aiden: Like how?
Me: I don't know. I feel closer to you, you understand me more.
Aiden: Yeah but your Boyfriend knows you more then I will ever know you.
Me: I don't think so.
Aiden: Trust me.
Me: Why?
Aiden: Because he has known you longer.
Me: That doesn't mean anything, I have known you for two and a half months and I feel like I have known you a lifetime.
Aiden: Trust me. I don't want to mess up your life.

That was it. We stopped passing the note. Chances are that he already messed up my life.