I slit my wrists deeper in my vain. I'll do it so I'll feel more pain, pain that is worse than what I already feel. Never letting my wounds heal. I'll knot the rope and I'll write my final note. I'll tie the rope around my neck, it will only take a sec. I'll make it tight, I know this will be my last night.
I'll tell you that I love you and I always will. I'll tell you that I'm sorry my blood had to spill. I'll say that you shouldn't ever forget that you were the one I loved and I won't regret. I'll say I hope you never had a doubt when you left me here alone to perish and slowly die. I just want you to know that I did try.