I flicked my hair behind my ears, wiping away the dew like tears from my eyes. I had been crying for days now. Not literally, I mean on and off like once a day I don’t know. No one really understands heartbreak until it actually happens to them, well it happened to me 3 days ago by the love of what seemed like my life.

But I’m learning, I’m Cadee which represents purity, yeah right! Tristan was my first love, and at the moment is feeling like my last. He couldn’t handle the truth about me, he couldn’t stand my secrets my life. The life I have to live, with a different name. My cover up name, Demee.