Introduction

I, Martha Ronalds, grew up in a decent family. There was no reason to not be thankful, but I always desired more. When I was a teen, I became very rebellious. I did not care what I was doing to myself or others. I just wanted to fill that hole I had in my heart. I moved out of my family's house when I was sixteen. I went to live with my boyfriend, Jon. I was sure we were going to get married, but I met someone else. His name was Josh. He had everything that I needed! After several months, I still felt empty. It did not matter though, because he decided he had had enough and he left. My heart was full of rage, sadness, and longing. What was I to do now?