Senior regrets, “I think in horror about the person I used to be.”  Alex Helm has a lot of courage admitting to what he did.  He talks about making fun of a nerd when he was 16 and 17 and now that he is older he’s having regrets about what he said.  He says, “I think about the things I did and said and I want to disappear, never to be remembered again.”  In this quote he is feeling shameful and wants to take back what he said but he cant.  All he can do is find him and say sorry for all the grief, stress, and pain that he caused him and hope he gets forgiven.