I guess that I’ve been digging this hole ever since I started high school. It isn’t an actual hole but an emotional hole it feels like someone has taken my heart and crushed it maybe not on purpose but it could have been. Maybe they are enjoying watching me. Lovely isn’t it? It’s not as if I could tell anyone. They wouldn’t know how to help I mean how could they if I don’t? It could be stress this continuously sick feeling at the bottom of my stomach making me want to puke but id ought it. So what is it? Maybe I will turn in to an evil genius yey or I might just die of sadness it’s not like anyone would care. So yeah I’m stuck in my emotional hole. My own lovely emotional hole.
P.S I am not some kind of phischo drama queen