I can’t help the way I feel right now, like there is an empty void in my heart right now. I know where the void is coming from, I know why it is there, I know who caused the void, yet I don’t know how to fix it :( I’m trying to keep this smile on my face no matter how fake it may be. I’m trying to see all the positives and push away all the negatives but its hard. I will win this battle within myself, but I’m afraid it will take some time. My problem is I fall for people way too fast, I put my trust in them, give them everything I have to offer, without even stopping to see if they want that kind of responsibility. I love….. I love….I love…. And I can’t help this feeling.