All Nonfiction
- Bullying
- Books
- Academic
- Author Interviews
- Celebrity interviews
- College Articles
- College Essays
- Educator of the Year
- Heroes
- Interviews
- Memoir
- Personal Experience
- Sports
- Travel & Culture
All Opinions
- Bullying
- Current Events / Politics
- Discrimination
- Drugs / Alcohol / Smoking
- Entertainment / Celebrities
- Environment
- Love / Relationships
- Movies / Music / TV
- Pop Culture / Trends
- School / College
- Social Issues / Civics
- Spirituality / Religion
- Sports / Hobbies
All Hot Topics
- Bullying
- Community Service
- Environment
- Health
- Letters to the Editor
- Pride & Prejudice
- What Matters
- Back
Summer Guide
- Program Links
- Program Reviews
- Back
College Guide
- College Links
- College Reviews
- College Essays
- College Articles
- Back
Diary Entry: To The One I Love
I really, really f***ing miss you. I miss you so much that you've begun to consume my mind. I can't go ten minutes without you, but today, I finally meant my goodbye. I don't need you anymore. I love you, but you were tearing me apart faster than I could put back the pieces. You left me fragmented, no longer able to remember what it meant to feel whole. But oh god, how I miss you, how I hate how I cry every time someone brings up Christmas because I remember your odd fascination with ugly Christmas sweaters. I can't eat Mexican food without thinking of your need for belonging and I want you to know that I wanted to hold you in my arms but I couldn't because you'd stab me in the back, again. It's hard because I love you wasn't enough to make me stay, and you didn't care enough to tell me not to go. I let you break my heart, but I had to let you go and do now I am, carefully. I bought a butcher's knife weeks ago and I've been slowly carving my heart so that the part you took when I left you no longer leaves a gaping hole. It is gone, and my heart is half the size it used to be, but with time I know it will grow again. Goodbye, old friend.
I wish I didn't mean it this time.
Similar Articles
JOIN THE DISCUSSION
This article has 0 comments.