A Girl falls for a Boy,
She falls because he’s nothing like her.
He has every quality,
That she wish she had for herself.

The Girl is shy.
The Boy is outgoing .
The Girl gets all the jokes wrong.
The Boy can make anything funny.
The Girl whispers and mumbles.
The Boy speaks with warmth and loudness.
The Girl afraid, she tries too hard, she wants everything to be perfect because she always messing up, and she tired of failing.
The Boy makes things look so easy, It’s hard to believe it.

The Girl really like him.
Does the Boy notice??
Probably not.
But he is nice and kind to her,
He help her out with homework and school activities.
He gives her words of encouragement, when she struggling.
But like always the Girl is always too afraid.

She can’t bring to herself to wave at him in the halls or smile at him, or even talk to him outside of homework and school activities.
She look downs or try to look busy when he’s pass her in the halls.
She know It’s stupid, to be afraid ,
She doesn't know how to act around him.
She does not realized, the she’s pushing the Boy away.
She doesn't want to bother the Boy.
She afraid of trusting,
She afraid of love, but she loves love.

She try to stay away from his path,
She only talk to him when she has a question on homework or on school activities,
Nothing more, nothing less.
There was a time, where she could walk up to him and talk about the most random things,
But the she realized that she like him a lot.
The Girl start to feel those stupid butterflies.
The blush on her face and the nervousness in her voice.

Then the Girl went to a dance.
The Boy went too.
The Girl was in charge of painting faces.
The Boy wanted his face paint.
So the Girl, painted his face.
But the Boy wouldn’t stop making faces at her and making her laugh.
During the face painting, the Boy and Girl talk, They connect
And they hang out and laugh the entire time of the dance.

The Girl thought maybe he like her,
With help of her friends, the Girl realized that he was maybe flirting with her.
But couple weeks later the Girl heard some bad news to her favor,
The Boy, she really like, is dating someone.

The Girl stop trying to be her happy self around him.
She stop looking at him in the eyes.
She try so hard not to laugh at his amazing funny jokes.
She try not to ask for his help and try to do the unknown by herself.
But the Girl would struggle, the Boy would stare at her ,and give her encouraging words,
It’s so hard not to appcet his kindness and his warmth.
When she had to speak to him, she try to make the conversation short and to the point.
You could say that she trying to ignore him,
She didn’t want to get in the way of his relationship.

There were days where the Boy was like a friend to her,
And then days were it felt like there was nothing between them.

The Girl realized how serious and strong he has with his girlfriend.
The Girl, realized that she should give up, move on,
But how can she.
That Boy always make her smile and laugh.
That Boy made her happy when she felt bad.
That Boy’s happiness gave her a reason to smile all day because of the jokes during practice.

But the Girl’s heart had enough!
She heart can’t take this, roller coaster of stupid mix feelings,
She has to let go of the Boy she thought was perfect for her,
She has to get out, the butterflies and warmth of him,
She has to let go of all the daydreams of him.

The girl know it will take time.
But she has to get over everything that she loves about him,
Her heart is feels like it’s off beat, unbalanced, missing.
The Girl loves love, but hate it.
She never get the Boy or tell him how she feels,
Her time is always wrong, always off.

She believes in love, But is it not enough hope?
She is always helping, always smiling, always trying to be happy, always trying her best, always trying to the back bone.
The girl realized she will always be on the sidelines, the outsider, the cheerleader.
She always smiles and laugh for others, never for herself.

The Girl stands outside, in the cold, wondering if she ever get the love she always wanted?
Why is she not good enough?
Did she do something wrong?
Maybe the Girl should just give up?
Lose hope?
She tries, she give her one hundred percent to make the Boy laugh.
To see his smile, even if just a faint one.
It’s better than nothing, the Boy’s smile is like the light in the Girl’s darkness.
It’s good.