One time at summer camp after a busy day of earning merit badges I smelled worse  than a pig.  I went to take a shower and when I was showering I heard offensive things.  There were three boys that were caucasian they called me mean words and called me the N-word. These words hit me like a bullet and I couldn't recover. I couldn't believe that this would happen to me.  They told me I shouldn't be showering here.  I was filled so much anger and hatred I did not want a person like me to go through this ever.  I got out to find they were gone and then took a walk pondering these words in my head with hatred.  My whole experience at camp I could not let these words go and it lingered on.