Someone asks me "Are you okay" so I think to myself. No I'm not even close to okay. I feel lonely, no one to talk to, no one to listen. I cant speak, I feel scared of my feelings, my thoughts, my life. I'm so confused, I don't know where to go, who to turn to and where my life is going. I feel trapped, trapped in my mind, in my body. I need to get out, to let my mind breath and speak. my mind is hurting and it hurts everyday. Everyday it gets harder and harder to deal with everything. I need to talk, I need someone to listen. I try so desperately to say help me, I need someone but everything stays in my mind, every word every thought. So all I reply with is a "Yes, I'm great" and I smile.