I don’t want to ever want give you credit

For my life that you tried to cut and edit

I still hear your voice in the back of my head

Those awful words that I have failed to fled

I’m angry at you that because of your lack of trust

I now mistake acts of love for acts of lust

I’m angry at you because you always pointed out my flaws

Then sat back as if to wait for applause

I’m angry at you because you left me alone

And now I only know how to be on my own

I’m angry at you because you never taught me that it was ok to fail

And instead used my downfalls as blackmail

I’m angry at you because you insist that you are always right

And ignored the tears you caused me through the night

I’m angry because I know you will never apologize

For all your judgment, cruelty, and lies

But I forgive you and I’m ending this strife

Because I need to leave this and start living my life.