To be an old friend,

My beloved friend,

My beloved supporter,

My beloved friendship that had to end,

You were my best friend,

We had lots of classes together,

We were birds of a feather,

I miss our conversations,

I miss how we related,

Yet our friendship is outdated,

I'm sorry we ended the way we did,

I wanted you back,

I know you were dealing with some stuff so I tried to cut you some slack,

You said hurtful things,

I took it to heart,

Maybe I said hurtful things too,

I never meant to hurt you,

I loved you like a sister,

I loved you so much,

Yet you seem to put everything before me,

That includes a mister,

A boy who did not even matter,

Yet you put him on a silver platter,

I cared so I tried to help you,

But you had your mind made up,

I'm sorry your mental health is slippin',

I wish I could do something for you,

Really... I wish I could,

You and how you made me feel is something I never understood, 

Now we are apart,

You made new friends,
I'm happy for you.. Truly,

I wish you still cared for me with all your heart,

I wish you wanted to walk with me in the halls,

Instead of avoiding me and making our conflict go on like a never-ending call,

I remember those,

How we used to call and laugh,

Talk about the stupidest of things,

I called you when I had a boy get a little too close,

I cried and I cried,

I couldnt believe what had happened,

You were the first I called, 

You made me feel alright,

You made my world more bright,

You used to pick me up,

Now you let me fall,

God, I wish you could see how I felt,

Maybe our situation could have been dealt

You were my best friend,

Someone I thought I would know till the very end.