The tug of your wanting overwhelms me, I can't break free from this.
You take me by the hand and my head starts spinning.
My uncontrolled emotions refuse to be controlled.
What if I didn't want any of this?
But i played along as if life had subsided for the moment.
With everything happening so quickly i should have known.
I told myself not to get in too deep, not to see the realness in you, not to hold on to every sound motioning from your lips.
You'd look at me and smile, I'd foolishly smile back.
I barely even know you, i barely even know what I'm getting myself into.
Yet, I'll give you the power to break me.
And because of my stubbornness refusal to listen to common sense,
my heart hurts once again.
And, this time, I'm not looking for anyone to fix to it.
Because everyone just ends up causing it more pain.