Why do i always have to feel blue
when I want to feel brand new like a refreshing cup a water to feel normal to feel light and open but that's not like me I have no wishes because my dreams are always falling apart I want to feel great about myself for just once in my life but right now I'm just unhappy, sadden, and poisoned with unexpected suprises but these suprises are unjoyful at least in my eyes one day I will be happy but why is my life so crappy and i want to feel happy I need to find the answers to these questions but will they ever get answered no one shall ever know including me