loosing myself in what I wanna say
Loosing my breath
Loosing my hope
loosing my strength
Loosing my mind

This is a beautiful natural disater
This is what wasn't meant to be
This is what came to be anyways
This is what you wanted
This is what you hoped for

I've struggled for some time now
i've struggled with this truth
I've struggled with this lie
I've struggled with this meaning
i've struggled to accecpt this

I can't find the words I wanna say
I love you
I can't find the words I wanna say
I hate you
I can't find the words I wanna say
I adore you
I can't find the words I wanna say
I despise you

I just can't find the words