what do you do when all you feel is pain?
when your loved ones look at you in shame?
when your tired of living and playing this game?
when you know your life is meaningless and your the only one to blame?
what do you call it when it hurts in your soul?
when you smile and laugh and know its all a show?
when you feel like you hit your all time low.
when nothing makes you happy and the darkness around you grows?
what do you call it when you feel so alone.
when your in house but it doesn't feel like a home.
when you look back on your life and the choices you make are all wrong.
when the wait to die is far too long.