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The Rotting Mass Inside My Chest

February 7, 2012
By TheAustinator SILVER, Bowers, Pennsylvania
TheAustinator SILVER, Bowers, Pennsylvania
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Favorite Quote:
Always remember skaters are nerds, we leave the cool guy stuff to the jocks-Ryan Smith/The meaning of life is that it is to be lived, and it is not to be traded and conceptualized and squeezed into a patter of systems-Bruce Lee/Defeat is not defeat unless accepted as a reality-in your own mind-Bruce Lee


Are you happy with him?

Cause I know I'm not.

But I'll pretend I'm fine

While my heart slowly rots


I miss you so much

It's driving me insane,

And there's nothing I can do

To ease this excruciating pain.


Every time I think about you

The pain rushes to my heart.

A pain that makes me wish I was dead

Cause it feels like my heart is being ripped apart.


And the memories are the worst

Cause they're all I have left of you.

I cry and cry and cry over them

Cause that's all I can do. v

I wish upon a shooting star

That you'll come back to me

But I know that's a pointless thing to do

Cause shooting star wishes are only granted in fantasies.


I have no more tears to cry

But don't think I'm over you cause I'm not.

I'm so very far from being there,

And you can tell by my rotting heart.


The author's comments:
For my ex-girlfriend Kristen <3

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on Feb. 17 2012 at 5:04 pm
TheAustinator SILVER, Bowers, Pennsylvania
6 articles 0 photos 10 comments

Favorite Quote:
Always remember skaters are nerds, we leave the cool guy stuff to the jocks-Ryan Smith/The meaning of life is that it is to be lived, and it is not to be traded and conceptualized and squeezed into a patter of systems-Bruce Lee/Defeat is not defeat unless accepted as a reality-in your own mind-Bruce Lee

No you can't. It sort of took me a while to realize that.

on Feb. 17 2012 at 9:39 am
Tongue_Blep PLATINUM, ????, Ohio
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That's good! :)(: u can't stay sad forever!

on Feb. 16 2012 at 5:17 pm
Zoe-22-Turner DIAMOND, Beverly, Massachusetts
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this is really really good, it drips with emotion. therefor: i love it

on Feb. 16 2012 at 4:24 pm
TheAustinator SILVER, Bowers, Pennsylvania
6 articles 0 photos 10 comments

Favorite Quote:
Always remember skaters are nerds, we leave the cool guy stuff to the jocks-Ryan Smith/The meaning of life is that it is to be lived, and it is not to be traded and conceptualized and squeezed into a patter of systems-Bruce Lee/Defeat is not defeat unless accepted as a reality-in your own mind-Bruce Lee

Thanks for the comment! And for being sorry for me although it doesn't bother me anymore but thanks anyway!

on Feb. 15 2012 at 5:55 pm
Tongue_Blep PLATINUM, ????, Ohio
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This was full of emotion! Bravo! And I'm sorry. :)(: