I sometimes miss what we had.

I know that the good once out weighed the bad.

But I can’t help but miss you.

Those big, wolf eyes of blue.

I wonder if you ever think of me.

You know, you were my key.

My key to the joys of life.

Your smile cut through me like a knife.

I wish you could read this.

Would it be me that you would miss?

After it was all done, I wanted to call or text.

You had me so vexed.

I think of you quite a bit.

More than I should, I have to admit.

Maybe I want you now because I’m all alone.

A few nights ago I dialed your number in my phone.

But I never pressed ‘send’.

I know that it will never make my heart mend.

I was your’s. You had me in the palm of your hand.

It was the very thought of losing you that I could not stand.

I wanted to take care of you for eternity.

Letting you go was not in my ability.

I had to, when I found out the truth.

Why were you so uncouth?

It made me sick, and I cried myself to sleep.

My sanity I thought I wouldn’t be able to keep.

Good god, why Derek?

You have made me hysteric.

I should kill everything that makes you whole.

I want to completely destroy your soul.

Is this what you wanted?

Watch me fall apart and become haunted?

I guess it doesn’t matter anymore, you’re gone.

Your grave I will someday spit on.