HOW?
How do u miss something that's not even yours
How do keep all these feelings behind solid closed doors
How do u get up everyday knowing u made ur life this way
How can u watch this and not change everything

You left me cold and alone
When the world turned away
Those beautiful sunny skies turned a shade of dark gray
When i was lost, lonely and confused
I never knew what to do, all i knew, is that there was you

How can u just sit here watching ur life go by, not telling him the feelings that u hide
How come u can't believe everyone else
Seriously listen to ur heart, it knows u better than u know urself

it gets harder every passing day
to try to mend this broken heart
it gets harder every passing day
to know just were to start
to fake a smile
to fake a laugh
to be living my life feeling like a first draft
never completed, cause i always competed for your heart

How do u miss something that's not even yours
How do keep all these feelings behind solid closed doors
How do u get up everyday knowing u made ur life this way
How can u watch this and not change everything