Papa
Papa are you there?
Can you hear me?
How could you let this happen?
Papa, papa.
Why would you do this to me?
Why would you leave me at a time like this?
Why would you let me go through this?
Why can't I feel your presence?
Where are you?
Why should I trust you if your just going to leave me alone?
Why would you allow this tragedy to happen?
Why can't I see you?
I don't understand.
How come I feel so alone?
I feel like no one cares.
I know it was a while ago, but I still think about it everyday.
You have told me everything happens for a reason.
What good has come from this?
I've heard your always here and will never leave me, but I can't feel your presence.
I want to trust you but it's so hard.
I've tried to hand all my burdens over to you, but I just can't let go.
I still blame myself for what happened.
I should of been there.
Please God help me forgive myself.
Please give me peace.
Help me allow your love.