Suppressed by all my childish fears.
I'm so tired of being here.
Lost in myself.
Can't find the way to guide me.
So lost.
The questions hit me hard.
I don't know the answers.
Every turn is blocked.
Every way to leave is destroyed. I'm trapped.
I try so hard to meet the standards.
But failing every time.
All the people are passing me by. While I stand still while a single tear trickles down my cheek.
Over my lips.
Onto the floor.
It bursts on the coldest of grounds.
I'll never be the same again.
The words echoing in my head.
I'm trapped.
That's what I am.
I'm so lost.
You don't know me.
No one does.
You don't love me.
You don't wear my chains.