I smiled, I laughed,
Never cried, Nor Lied,
Cos I was actually fine.
A week of pure happiness,
Now all turned to vast sadness.

My misunderstanding towards your feelings.
I was wrong, SOO WRONG.
I should not have said a thing
Should have kept it all in.

As I lay here,
Slowly Sinking,
Silence Settles.
Breath Breaking,
Brain Breakdown,
Heart Heating,
Head Hurting,
Pulse Pausing,
Pains Prolonged.
Mind Numbing Over Pain,
Questions Round, Seeking Truth,
Trying To Understand Various Whys?
Xtreme Yearning Zeals

But that's Okay, I'm used to it,
I'll just lay here and weep.
And when I'm done, I'll breath through my teeth.
And go back to being me.
I'll Keep my heart to myself
Fake Smiles and perfect Lies.
:) I'M OKAY