You gave me life,

But you give only little love if any at all

Im your daughter, arent I?

Your supposed to love me, right?

If you are, you dont.

You abanded me,

You made me raise a baby at 3 years old.

You left me alone with a new born,

What am I supposed to do with her?

How will I take care of her?

I am her sister, not her mother?

Why cant you just be the mother I need you to be?

I am 7 now,

I am doing school,

I dont get my homework help me.

But you walk away shaking your head.

I need you to come to my concert for my school,

but you say your sick

Why cant you just be the mother I need you to be?

I am 10 years old now,

I am in track, i have a compition next week come

But yet you stay home

you dont come cheer me on

I am failing my classes, i need your help

But you dont help.

Why cant you just be the mother I need you to be?

Why cant you love your own daughter, care for her?

Am I that much of a let down, that you leave me alone?

I need you, but yet you stay away.

I have to raise myself?

But i dont know how. I might raise myself wrong

Why cant you just be the mother I needed you to be?

You wasted time with drugs and alcohol.

You never took care of me right.

You blamed me for eveything,

it was my fault you and my father got divorced.

thats what you said

It was my fault you had no friends.

but how?

Why just why couldnt you be the mothr i needed you to be?