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Keyhole Memories
As of late
My mind is a pool
Swimming with memories
Of better days
The present flickers
And the past freezes
As time slips away
As I drink in the impossible.
Suddenly I’m younger
And I’m free
There’s no boundaries
Everything was as it should be
As I see the world
Through a keyhole memory
If my mind is a prison
Then lock me in
I’m desperate to get drunk
on what I used to be
Here the hours are longer than days
Where better to escape
Than into my past
For there is no future to see.
And it keeps on going
Infinitely.
Like drums around my head
On and on, endlessly
The repetition.
The insanity.
A living paradox
Trapped in my head.
My mind is spiraling like
Two stars ready to explode
For minds trying to live without time
Struggle to grasp reality
What should I keep?
What should I forget?
What part of today will never happen?
How much of my future will never happen?
And if my mind is a heaven
With bars on its edges
It’s inescapable but benign
But only to those strong enough.
Why should you leave
To the horrors of the world?
Why not revel in the fantasies
Of everything that was, or could be?
My mind is an infinity
Of everything I could ask
To draw me in
Like a trap
And I’ve drawn myself in so well
I don’t want to leave
Is that a shame?
When will I want to leave?
When will I be able to live?
Because this is not living.
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This piece was inspired by quarantining and COVID-19