My sight is all a blur

My taste and smell is numb

And the only thing I can hear,

Are the questions swirling around my head.

Should we go?

Should we stay?

Are we making

A big mistake?

Was it better there

Or better here?

Better now,

Or then?

I can’t pay attention,

To anything,

Anymore.

Why is it

That I’m the only one

Who seems to be having this trouble?

Why is it,

That I’m the only one

Who seems to have these inward struggles?

My sight is all a blur,

From all the things I’ve seen.

My taste and smell are numb

From all the things I’ve said and done!

Why is it

That these questions

Won’t

Stand

Still

Just long enough to focus?