It takes ahold of me knowingly and unknowingly 

It prevents me from deciding what to do 

Jobs or relaxation, i'm not sure both with pros and cons

But one day I won't have the choice 

So do I bite the bullet, beat back my fear?

I have all the support system to help me 

So why do i hesitate the way 

How does my future unfold 

My interests don't seem to be able to support me

But They say that I should do what I love 

To get out and figure out more that interests 

So why even with this support do I hesitate 

It’s clear I don't have answer to my question

So  to go on must I go on regardless of my fear to…

Overcome my fear?