Heartbroken, I feel this pain as he tells me there’s to much drama and  it’s not gonna work out between us. I try to play it cool at first but when i turned that corner away from him tears stroll down, with this salty taste of which flows in my mouth and soak my face. I run out of school I run home and continuously pick up the pace. Insane, the boy I fell for, the boy I loved, the boy I said i would never let go of, left me because of a lie a lie that was made up and he must have known inside cause there is no reason why i would cheat on someone as amazing as this guy. He made me happy, i felt complete i had stop cutting myself i even started to eat, but silly me i was blinded by the gorgeous blue and green eyes, the longish dirty blonde hair, the smile, his face, and that personality blair, but i'm so angry cause this stupid lie broke our relationship, this is unfair. Cry, cry, and cry some more i cry so much i can’t feel my feet,  i can’t see, i can’t think, i can’t eat. i gag and gag and gag once more i’m about to throw up and i can’t ignore this voice in my head that says “ I don’t want to feel this anymore” My hand opens as well as my meds, one pill, two pill, three pill, four until i knew it i had all the pills in my hand and the bottle on the floor. I asked myself  “should i do it?’’  “what would this change?’’ absolutely nothing! “am i going insane?” this pain i hate this pain the feeling of loneliness and slaying dragons that aren’t mine to slay it takes over my body aching in this horrible way. I just wish Tyler would take me back and relieve all this painful pain.