I want you more then life itself
because I made you my life
put you on the top of my list
made you my very reason to exist
I wanted you all the time
every day
you were my everything
put my all into you
didn’t no what else to do
I became your fool
I was your marionette
you controlled the strings
little did you know
about my one night flings
flings not with guys
but with lies
lies that flew me of the edge
sick of living a life of pretend
the life you made
made my feelings for you fade
fade into darkness
of my now
blackened heart
all I want now
is a new start
to begin a new
new life
new love
new reason to live
learn to never forget
but to forgive
I may forgive you
all the manipulative things you do
but I’ll never forget
never regret