lovely and slightly broken
surrounded by love but partly alone
taking many chances but still having caution
moving on with life yet thinking of the past
thiking of all my actions and what i shoud have done
being a ray of sunshine and a rainy day all in one
forgetting you but loving you all the same
giving part of myself but holding back so much more
doing things depite it being wrong
my heart is keeping me alive yet is killing me from the trauma
wanting you so badly but knowing i dont need you
being near you keeps me going but kills me a little more each day
you built me up so high only to destroy me inside
telling everyone of you but not how you are my weakness
acting as though you don't but to me meaning everything
knowing i feel for you all of these things but to you i am nothing