i just wanna cry. cry in the rain, the shower, the dark. somewhere where no one can get to me. where no one can hear me. when i just be isolated, and cry. i want be alone for that single moment where i can do or be or say anything i want to make me feel free and no one gets in the way. i want to let it all out. i want to let out my scream. i want to let out the pain. i want to be clear of this feeling. i dont want to be like this way anymore. i feel different. and not in a good way. i feel deformed. i dont feel normal. i have a disease and nothing is curing me. i want out of this pain..why cant i get out?