Hate is a nasty word so is it a bad thing that i can use it in this situation.?

I hate that you didn't apoligize frist.

I hate that I let you come between my friends and I.

I hate you in your manipulative ways.

I don't understand why i even care what you think...Do I?

Because the fact is i know your not worth it and yet i still find myself thinking (What If?)

The turth is it the whole thing was real and it plays over and over again in my mind and all i feel betrayal and i want you to know my feelings and what you made me feel and what you made my friends feel.

You don't even care...
And the funny thing is i don't now either if you loved me or my friend like you said you did then who is lying now...
The Answer is you..