waaiting, waiting, waiting...
i'm leanign against the wall
looking around, i see you're still not here
as i'm forced to watch others, so happy together

my heart feels like it's breaking
all feeling turns to envy
my eyes start to burn
my throat closes tight
i suddenly wish i were somewhere else
out of everybody's sight

i'm being pushed to my limit
i feel like a bomb ticking away
i'm about to breakdown and let he tears run down my face

i can't walk away or say goodbye
not again, not this time
i'll always keep forgiving you, loving you
but why can't you try?
you tell me how badly you want me to stay, how much you love me,
then why do you keep pushing me away?

i'm starting to feel like this is a joke and i'm the victim
everyone sees how mcuh i love you
yet you barely return the favor
i've given up so much and am risking so much more, just to be with you...
yet i feel ike you barely care.