Thanks for saying you loved me
And saying you’d always be by my side
And claiming, one day, you’d get down on one knee
Making me your dressed-in-white bride
Drawing to me, dreams of true love
And feelings any girl wants to take hold of.

Thank you for making me feel loved
Making me feel so wanted and cared for
No matter how much, by you, I was shoved
I still ran back to you and your love once more
Thinking, foolishly and naively, that you could change
I thought that thought every time, how strange.

Finally, after much too long, I noticed
You were the kind of guy I was warned about
And to that epiphany I was silenced
Started thinking maybe it was time to put you out
But then I was reminded of that feeling I felt
When you said you loved me and made my heart melt.

Those feelings kept me tied down to you
I was addicted to the emotion
And clung to the hope that you were true
That you loved me and had some devotion
So I kept clinging on
To the pillows I wept upon

And here I am now, thinking again
Maybe it’s time to go our separate ways
That maybe it could save me some pain
But still, my heart, you can set ablaze
On the other hand, you can also cause my tears
And those two opposites are what caused my fears.

I began thinking, what if I ended our tie
And I regret my possible mistake
And you won’t forgive me of saying goodbye
Maybe even find another girl, that will make my heart ache
So would it really be best to let you slip away
Would we still be friends, and would my heart be okay

Or maybe it really would be for the best
To just take a break from each other
Maybe it wouldn’t leave a whole in my chest
Even if you find and fall for another
So which outcome is most likely
And could I keep my thoughts clandestinely

And probably the most important questions of all
Am I in love, truly, with you or love itself
For you or just the pure feeling, did I fall
And do you love me honestly or just yourself
So I suppose I need the answers to those questions
Welcome is any help or suggestions