I want you here,
but you're out there on your own.
You know, I wonder if you still look like the pictures that I have in my phone.
I'm broken inside, and I just wish that you didn't take my breath away.
I want to be with you so,
but it feels like I'm being crushed everytime I am.
It feels like I'm being drained of all self-control, all common sense.
I think incoherently, I act childish and stupidly.
I need you to need me;
But let's face it right here and now, you don't.
And it's not like you can't talk it out with me, you just won't.
You no longer laugh at my sarcastic jokes,
because you're the only one that knows I'm a hoax.