I admit!
I have done many wrongs,
But when I have done them,
No one sees what I did right.
When it comes to counting my bad,
Everyone keeps their hands and fingers ready,
When it comes to comes to hand out my good,
Everyone takes time to think!

I holler!
When I make people laugh,
They laugh and let the matter go!
When I unintentionally make anyone cry,
They forget, I had made them smile too.

I am confused!
I think about doing good to people,
I plan, I enact,
But everything turns out to be bad.

I forget!
I forget all the good I did!
But I remember what bad happened to me!
I count on those and ruin myself!

I achieve!
I have achieved many things, many more things on the go!
But I am called the “super proud” girl by my parents
At the same time my friends tell me to have a high self esteem,
Whom to believe?
The one who birthed me?
Or the ones with whom I spend half of a daytime?

I kind of am selfish,
I do accept the fact,
But sometimes I am virtuously self –seeking.

Sometimes, I have a day,
Where one person says “You’re wrong, you are awful, you are bad!”
At the same time another consoles me and says
“You are great, they are out of their mind.”

What am I?

Most of the time, I hear advices from friends,
But sometimes, for somethings, I do not share those secrets
With family.

Why?

Some say, I care a lot about people!
Some tell I am self centered!

Whom to hear?

Why isn’t there any inner voice? Is it sleeping?

I confess,
I am a teenager,
Unknown of my abilities,
Too known about my faults,
What I need is a hault,
To get to know what I am,
Where I belong.

To get to know where I am wrong,
BECAUSE we all know-
The bitter truth
LIFE’s NOT TOO LONG.