How could I stand a chance with those sudden waves brewing?

I thought I was on top of things.
You were slowly slipping through my fingers and what's most scary: I couldnt even feel you. You're not who I thought you were and you're not what I wanted. You could never be that guy, so you decided to front it.

So im hurt and confused with all these love bruises. Why didnt I leave you at the first catasrophe? Why did I cry when I found out you werent what I needed? Yes, I feel hurt and a part of me is hating you. Yet we still lie together becuase a part of me is needing you.

Why do these stupid love songs always remind me of you? I just want you out of my head.

Why do you affect me?

You want someone else's company and you continuye to reject me. I shouldve known the first time you chose to neglect me.

But never would I ever think that you would regret me.