Alone, weeping inside
no one, at all can see
tired of, life
aching pain in me
aching to pain me
worried about my
secrets being told
no one there to hear me
wishing for someone to come
to trust

My heart is pounding for him
everyone knows
I try to hide it though
don’t want any to know
he even knows
scared of what he thinks
want to know

Hiding from her
the person of help
don’t want it
but need it
maybe I should get more
scared to ask.

Try to not think of food
I eat
just not like normal
no one care although
so I continue
even though it
makes me so dizzy, sick
I don’t care, care at all, at all.