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The Doctor
the doctor turned to me
a smirk played on her lips as she told me
i didn't fit into a line that someone had said is what is right
a little too high she called it
as if i can easily stretch my body into what was
“good” to her.
Eat better she told me, i silently nodded, though i already do
Exercise more she told me, i do i thought
drink less sugar, i only drink water i dared not to say
she ignored the fact that i had lost 3 lbs
she ignored the fact i look healthy ‘
she ignored the fact that i was muscle
she ignored the fact i played sports
that i was not some line on a paper that could be tilted at will
but she got to me under my skin.
and like a fool
i did not dare to eat anything unhealthy
i did not sip anything sugarfull
and i skipped dinners
till a night i felt my stomach hunger
i had not eaten much that night for dinner
,one small sandwich
a small piece of watermelon and few strands of coleslaw,
silently that night i wandered down the stairs
and immersed in what my body craved
nourishment
my body screamed out to me as every piece of food passed my lips
you need this
one meal will not make you fat
be strong
you are beautiful
even though you do not fit into
a small line
you are beautiful.
from every rigged curve on your body,
the tummy you tried ever so hard over the years to destroy
the “thunder thighs” that were the work of years of playing sports
the breast lined with scars that were caused by nights of anxiety
You are beautiful.
can you feel it
you are strong
you are worth while
feel it .
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