Who am I?
Who am I really?
Am I a blessing or a curse?
Am I someone you want to be around?

My hopes and dreams are full...
But they seem so empty..
Will I have to deal with this for life?

This sorrow I feel...as if something is forcing me away
From happiness...
But what is?
My struggles...my problem..

Why am I a target?
Why do people try to make a bulls-eye...
I have feelings!
But no one cares!

People I want to tell, I cant...
Why cant I?

When I look at myself in the mirror, am I seeing me or who I want to be?
Is it me or a reflection of my desires?
Is it a looking glass?

Where is my perfect world?
Where can I find it?
But, of course, nothing is perfect....

And I doubt my life will ever be